June 2010
waste
waste. waste of time. i think i feel especially irritated because on my way home from l.a. today, i hit traffic twice. first on frickin highland ave in hollywood, then on the 5 freeway where it diverges onto the 210 and 14. UGH! WASTE OF TIME!!! waste of precious sleep time!!! adfskfsjks;df
but other than that, i feel like im wasting time on a lot of things…some more than others. but UGHH!!...
co in seh dence
so if you havent figured it out, the title is “coincidence”. idk why i wrote it out like that, but i guess i wanted my title to be more interesting. but anyways, why coincidence? because a friend yesterday was talking about how everything’s fated to be. and i guess it gave me an idea on what to babble about. and it is interesting that he mentioned coincidences by explaining how...
i hate you
2 pm and 2ne1 songs have been of my recent downloaded songs. and i titled this post “i hate you” cuz that’s one of the 2pm songs i downloaded. lol “Back 2 u” is pretty damn good too. ew…im turning fob. -.- i also like “기다리다 지친다” by 2 pm :P i can relate i guess to that song a little…ugh. w.e.
n e hu…i went to the espn zone today...
a jubilee of surveys from the myspace dayss
sooo i had an idea to re-do some surveys i took back during the myspace-era. i took these surveys on December 4, 2008. wow…a year and a half ago. im gonna put my old and new answers to compare i guess :) oh and i wrote my old answers in caps lock back in the day cuz it differentiated between the question and answer.
how’s your heart lately? old:CONFUSED AND FRUSTRATED. new:...
self confidence
will i ever be happy with myself? with the way i look, the way i act, the way i am… im not exactly sure why im reflecting on this right now. i think it’s because i’ve been on stumbleupon.com a lot today, and one of the interests i have is “art”, so i stumbleupon a lot of artsy things like people’s paintings, drawings, photography, etc…and i feel so...
frustrations
im frustrated because now i’m home where i can sleep, which is something i’ve wanted to do this whole damn day, and im not sleepy anymore after i seriously ktfo for over an hour when i got home. ugh. wth. w.e. but that’s not the only reason why i’m frustrated… im frustrated because im not as artistic as i wish, and cuz i frickin gained weight. wth. i HAVE to lose it!...
mbti pt. 2
so after a friend read my previous post, he disagrees with the results that i have gotten recently, and i have to say that he made veryyy good points. i am mosdef not an extrovert, although i want to be…and i portray the characteristics of an INTP. it’s interesting how this friend said things that pretty much fit me perfectly. he said how i like blogging because it’s a way of...
myers briggs personality tests
these have been intriguing me for a while now…and im always taking a variety of these personality tests on different days and time periods to see if my personality is consistent. so far…it hasn’t been 100% consistent. i got “INTP” the first time when i took it during the past fall semester in my freshman seminar class. the recently, about 3 weeks ago or so, i took it...
uhhh...frickkkk
frick is all i have to say.
do i really want to go back to an uncomplicated, boring, menial life? or will i embrace this complex, frustrating, tangled, chaotic mess? *sigh* idk. the picture symbolizes what i feel i guess.
oh and on another note. last night was fun. i’ve been drinking sooo much this summer >.< but im not going to lie…im enjoying it ^-^
content with discontent
after continuous contemplation, i considered the fact that i am content with constantly being discontent.
I just did a bunch of thesaurus activity right now to try to make that with as much “con” alliterations possible. lol. i had a lot of free time at my internship today, so i took the time to really consider things through and organize my weird, fluctuating emotions. i looked at...
interesting, interesting, interesting
this is from the venetian in las vegas. i love how the people are in motion, and the background’s just stationary :) and the water’s sooo blueee
well…what is so interesting?? many things that i shall not share on here :P lol. this is such a useless post besides my picture. i dont feel like writing much. it’s been extremely hot these days, so i guess it’s affecting...
lockdown
sooo last night was funn. but the aftermath..eh. not so much -.- after i got back home [which i dont remember much of], i came upstairs, changed and pretty much ktfo. then as im peacefully sleeping, my dad suddenly wakes me up and asks me “where’s your sister?” and i was sooo confused cuz i SWOREE that she came up with me. then i felt all panicky, and called her, and she frickin...
ow...my pride...
This is a picture i took loonngg time ago on my way to the promenade in santa monica. I decided to post up this picture cuz i have an urge to go to the beach. lol. once i leave my school that’s seriously 5 min from the beach…i decide that i want to go back. bleh. oh well. and you can see me with my camera in the rear-view mirror reflection ^-^ lol
sooo recently…my pride has...
epiphany!!
soooo todayyy, on my drive home i had a huugeee epiphany!! i was a bit upset cuz i felt used by someone…then i realized that i used that person for farrr more reasons. LOL. not going to lie….it makes me feel so much better :P lol. *sigh* i should go to sleep….but im sorta not tired. w.e. i dont wanna go to internship tomorrow…blehhhh. -.-
uhhmm…im bored -.- someone...
music
it’s amazing how songs can put you in a certain mood. i’ve been obsessed with “tik tok” by 2 pm, and it always puts me in an odd mood. it’s an odd mood cuz i get sad and melancholic..but i dont have a reason to be sad…idk. w.e.
and i realized after several times of taking pictures that i am not photogenic. fml. i hate it when i come out horrible in...
