July 2010
fuckkk curfeww!!!
well pretty much the title describes how i feel about living at home. lol. so i came home late at like 2 am tonight. and my dad’s all pissed cuz he texted and called me, all which i didnt receive on time cuz i guess i had no service. but ONTOP Of all that..i come home and my neighbor’s outside and he’s talking to me and my sister, and my dad gets even more pissed cuz some dude is...
“doomsday” by MF Doom
undecided decision
i feel so unsure of things. i feel weird. perhaps lingering effects from yesterday?? hmm..perhaps. haha. weirdd. everything feels a bit surreal. or maybe it’s cuz i’m sleep-deprived and veryyy tired at the moment. idk whateverss..
so today, as i was driving on the freeway, i put my windows down as i approached l.a. so on the 101-S as i was passing the area by the knickerbocker and the...
“oh geez id be a great slut if iw as a girl”
– e.s. [hahaha!! GREATTT convo we’re having this morning.]
“show me love (mobin master remix)” by...
“until we bleed” by kleerup
MUSTS: places to go, things to see
so i decided that there is approximately one month left of summer left…and i WILL achieve my goal and visit ALLLLL these places && do alllll these things by the end of summer.
PLACES:
Getty museum [not the villa in malibu]
Santa Monica Pier [at night…i know my school’s only like 20 min away from it..but i still wanna go!]
Americana [just to go shopping, and take...
just jack - “snowflake”
i found Just...
epik high - “1분 1초 (1 minute 1...
inception
today was an interesting day. i was supposed to go to dtown l.a. to see sang’s photoshoot for his clothing line..but i woke up too late and lagged it too much, so i didnt end up going. but i met up with jeno today and watched inception. i must say…inception was a good, suspenseful, and thought-provoking movie. who are we to discern what is real and what isn’t? lol. let’s...
distracting pain with pain
today, i went to the skin clinic once again and got the lazer treatment thingy where they basically burn your skin with a lazer to basically remove the bad/damaged layers of your epidermis. and frankly…even with the numbing cream smothered onto my face and have it soak in for about 15 minutes…that shit hurts like a muthereff!! ughh. sooo to distract myself from focusing on the burning...
crush
i got a pack yesterday. you can guess what kind it is based on the title of this post. hahaha. well i felt like having a stogee yesterday, so i bought a pack since no one i knew was in l.a. and had any on them -.- blehhh. so i did one yesterday; the first in a veryyy long time. felt weird…and i felt extremelllyyy lightheaded and discomfortingly relaxed [i know those are oxymorons, but it...
“breathe” by telepopmusik
this song...
mental dictation incapability
mental dictation incapability = being incapable of being able to write down what i say in my mind [dictation; dictation is when you say something out loud to be written down].
i cant seem to be able to jot down my thoughts right now. perhaps cuz i’m immensely tired. whatever. i’m going to sleep right after this post. but i guess i also can’t because this blog is too open to the...
“summer nights” by lil rob.
*sigh* i...
fondest memories
everyone has several fondest memories. idk why im writing about this…but i guess it just came to my attention and felt the strong urge to rant on about it.
i have several fond memories. i wish i can list all of them in detail…but that would make things just too obvious. so far, since i’ve been at pepperdine, i’ve created/shared sooo many memories with so many different...
passion && girlfriends
it’s that overwhelming feeling that takes over your mind. that drive, that addiction, that love you feel swamping every fiber of your meager, feeble and untamed being… that, my friend, is a thing called passion.
I wrote that above thing in my little sketchbook under a reallyy rough sketch of my nikon d40. why am i writing about this?? it’s cuz just the other day, my coworkers...
if it's okay with you...i think im gonna stop...
if it’s okay with you… i think i’ll just dgaf about everything associated with you. only if it’s okay with you though.
idk why i thought of that right now. i guess something just put me in that mood. but whatevers. im at that point where im very good at making sure things don’t phase me. sure they do at the spur of the moment, but after time passes by it subsides...
“I Will Be Here (Wolfgang Gartner...
<3 this song made my day even that much more...
flushed
not flushed as in like blushing or whatever..but flushed as in toilet-wise. all my efforts and work just flushed *WHOOSHH* down the toilet. what am i referring to?? you may never knoww… im not very sure if i should elaborate, or if i should move onto my next topic. i’m extremely tired and just pooped out from everything. i have to do laundry…but im getting megaaa lazyyy....
Heart bokeh fireworks
that’s a photo i took of the 4th of july fireworks i saw. it was originally horizontal, but i flipped it so that it’s vertical. but enjoyy. dont feel like writing right now :)
selfishness
this post as been postponed for wayyyy toooo long. i havent posted anything for over a week now..wow. i guess it’s cuz i’ve been busy doing other things and going out here and there…but well..here goes my thoughts on the one thing that tends to show its ugly face to me in everyday life: selfishness
i am extremely selfish. i’ve been told i’m extremely selfish, but...
