August 2010
crunchtime
today was a greattt dayy!!! it turned out better than i expected :} haha. i’ll post up pictures tomorrow, and hopefully get to explaining what exactly i did…but for now..
tomorrow dawns the week of a little thing called… CRUNCHTIMEE!!!! this week is my last week of summer..which meansss… a crapload of packing >.< but along with all that physical labor, comes a little...
just give up
BEWARE: before you read this..i want to warn you that this post is going to be a bunch of self-conscious, distorted self-image talk. so save yourself the trouble..and don’t read this bs.
today as i was complaining to my mom about all the things i’m dissatisfied about myself [i.e. weight, skin, etc.], my mom said, “you know..just give up on trying to look good all the time. you...
1.5 weeks left of summer
in a post earlier on, i created a list of places & things i wanted to do before summer ends. so since there’s only about a week and a half of summer left..let’s see how many of these things i’ve actually accomplished.
PLACES:
Getty museum [not the villa in malibu]
Santa Monica Pier [at night…i know my school’s only like 20 min away from it..but i still wanna go!]
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flying time + thumb
well first..i’ll start off with the issue i have with my thumb. the other day [tuesday], i closed the car door on my right thumb. it didnt seem like a big deal cuz i thought only my nail polish cracked…until my thumb started bleeding like crazy. it started by bleeding a little, then i look up to my friend to say “i hate my life”, then i look back down to my thumb and find...
f.m.f.l.
*sigh* so many frustrations and disappointments in my life. most of them are produced by me too. what are these frustrations that i’m constantly complaining about?? 1. my skin, 2. my weight, and 3. just incidents in life.
1. my skin has turned for the absolute worst. after getting the lazer skin treatment, it seems as though it has only gotten worse. this then leads to me to stress out...
realization
i just realized how much crap i have to do >.<
on top of having to fulfill my to-do list that i posted in a post like last week or so (?), i have to post up allllllll these pictures i have!!! FRICKKKK!!! so much to dooo!! holy crappp. d;lkdfsaldjsaf. i know i dont HAVE to post up pics..but i feel like i should. loll. frickk.
well at the moment, i’m pretty much hating life. -________-...
nice guys finish last
http://www.themodernman.com/nice_guys.html
i typed in my title phrase in google and this article came up. It’s titled “why do nice guys finish last with women?”. why am i posting this? well i guess cuz it caught my attention in my real life and in my drama life [LOL].
it IS sad to say, but i must admit that nice guys do indeed finish last. but if you read the article,...
damn korean dramas
korean celebrities in general increase my expectations wayy tooo highh. makes me get false hope that i’ll actually find a real guy like that in my life -.- which probably will most likely NOT happen. hahahaha but whateverss. i guess it’s always to havve a bit of false hope..nottt. lol. wtf am i writing?
anywho..i feel as though what i write is high intelligible and not very...